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4:56 PM Tuesday, July 6, 2010

It's been over a month since i blog. yeah, despite the June hols. As you would know, mid-year-exam is over :D but i wasnt able to sit for chem and human geog paper. fever ohyaa. it's scary cos this means that for chem and/or geography, my promos will be weighted more. like 70% ? might be a good thing. or a bad bad thing too. whatever it is, yeah. Exam's over! Fever's gone. so does headaches. now, there's rashes all over me :( it looks so ugly & disgusting to me that i could cry just looking at it. and it hurts and itch. oh god. anyways, i'm greatful to be able to rest for this past few days. really rest. kinda redeem my long lost rest LOL.
Lately, i've been thinking, a lot. About life, goals, surroundings, family, friends, studies, .... At times, i'm lost. clueless of . helpless. i just feel that i am not the usual me, at times. The girl who, was once confident, independent, hardworking. argh. ): Just, lost. For what i know. i have to move on. move forward, move fast. erase off those negative thoughts that have been bugging me and do my very best. Everything is different now. I am doing this for my mum. for my dad. for my family. I can't let them down. giving up is never an option. I am doing this, for me.
Ookay. back to reality. oh hey you! yeah you. i know i said i'll intro the red soon. but i am kinda lazy to upload. you know me ^_^ lain kali lah if i free-er. (no such word ppl x) alright. guess i should be doing my gpp proposal now. a bit of finetuning here and there, and im done. the itch tidak boleh tahan~!

hmm. was thinking of changing my blogskin. this one too boring already. next next time lah.

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