*blabbers*

i am hungry. lol.
currently, thinking of what to do for tmr.
off day AND no plans =____= great.

release of poly / jc intake is on this coming 27jan.
OMG. nervous again.
I've said this to some people..

It's not about what you are going to where next.
It's about what you will be wearing, ten years down the road.

All the best of luck people.

maybe i should sleep now and decide later.
afterall, those who are supposed to teman me went mia suddenly.
sleepyheads. ^^

ohya. got a shocking good surprise when i saw Brad .
this time, there will definitely be an again. ^^

Goodnight 24th.

Love, IERA .

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OREO w milk. yumm.

okay today is different.
i worked. got irritated. yet smile and laugh along.
i am just tired . =____=

must admit that all the standing does affects me.
now my knees are not strong . it hurts to squat and stand for a v long time.
shit. i need some massage. but when??? urgghhhh.

another bus journey to work. i then realised something.
i dont know why. when people avoids, i dont.
its the morning sun. huhu~

well, i am happy enough to be an eraser.
i once heard...

it might be true.
i've been an eraser . and, still am.
when they come, they're happy. and i know i've erased their sorrows.

still, i'm trying not to hurt another soul. i'm trying the best i can.
it might not be obvious. but i know it does. goshh.
when will all this ends?

oh. it was like deja vu.
i saw it before. heard him say. saw him there.
it was just a dream then.
But it really happened. wow. O.o
he came in my life wayyy before i actually know him.
and he's short. teeheee :D

i might be random at times. like now. hah.
okay. hello to my #1 blog fan. lol. you know who you are :)
okay this is going nowhere.

those monkeys on tv are sooOO cute! ^^
and i think i squirrels are, too.
i saw a few playing catching while i was working. cute!
mintak kene kiss je.

i think i am done for tonight.
goodnight.

AND i totally miss my girlfriends :(

Love, IERA.

lets do some blogging.

i've made up my mind. blog only when necessary.
and i think, now is.
all about what have been in my mind these days..

i thought i was the only one realising about this thing about me.
when A mentioned it yesterday, i was so sure i was right and something's wrong.
it must've been caused by all those heavy work done at work.
all those loads.. pulling, pushing, forcing...
maybe i'm not doing it right. urgghhh.
i dont want to have that , now. i really don't.
what should i do eh? +___+

oh ya. another thing. which i've forgotten.
A's right. i'm the forgetful one. he's the clumsy one.
and i thought i knew exactly what to blog about. hm.

ohyes. i felt really dumb stupid silly. one day, i was so rushing to leave home for work.
i was searching the whole house for my keys. darn i thought it's missing at that moment.
with no choice, i had to tell brother to locked the door for me.
so i opened the door. and one thing i saw, shocked the **** out of me.
my keys left hanging happily on the door lock. O.o
i actually left my keys outside the door the night before.
OMG OMG. i'm welcoming robbers. shitness.
that's the last time that is gonnna happen.
forgetful girl.

oh. the family outing to Spore flyer was fun.
after a veryyyy loooong time the 5 families go out for an outing i would say, it's just makes me want to hug 'em all.
All except one, was there. flyer ride was awesome. still, i couldn't see teck whye from up there.
kate je can see Spore from up there. lol.
Anw, after all that.. bus-ed to arab street. after dinner. ALL of us went to haji lane.
they was shisha-ing. not ALL of course. just those bunch of big kiddos. ^^
the table next to us was like kinda shocked? idk. seeing mummyS and daddyS and children and teens in one group laughing and some shisha-ing.
mesti shock kan tgk mak mak pkai tudong at there? :) that's my mum.

in short, i just wanted to say.
being in this world, with this family. i felt blessed.
i love them. so much. no mother, father, aunt or uncle could understand deeply what we're going thru at this young age much better than anyone alse, but them. i really appreciate them.
okay. thats it.

oh.
Zhi hao's flying back to China soon. Tmr's his last day.
I'm going to miss him. really. His funny / flirty face everytime he sees me.
his weird actions. H A H A . and his english of course.
i will never forget his " peachhhe tea ". haha
lol. working with him tmr. so, yeah. have to layan his karenah for the last time.
well, gonna be the last time im gonna hear him calling me ' iela ' ... *laughs*

went home w faj & kelvin tday. kelvin kept talking and talking and talking the entire journey to cck.
have to layan him haha. why lah u sit beside me? lol. well, ppl said he's a ..... not a very cool person.
but he's friendly. he's the first budak tram to actually talked to me. appreciate that. unlike some others. OH. talking about budak tram.....
me & faj saw .......? [i forgot his name again] with an outfit so O.o and funny that makes us laugh all the way . OMG just a funny sight. no offense friend, didn't mention ur name anw :)

talking about work.. was assigned to do at Elephant Of Asia kiosk today.
something happened but not going to tell. :] h a h a h a h a
cute funny well, weird. back and forth back and forth back and forth paper .
that was what happened.
i dont want any soul to be hurt or paisey. so, yeah :)
you know i know, he knows. done.


Wooooooo. something just happened.
my head / mind suddenly went swooooshhh. followed by a sudden headache.
OMG. whats happening? dots dots dots.

rest needed.

Love, IERA .

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AND i'm supposed to be sleeping already.
Alright. the day starts as early as 0530.
was excited for work but some sudden news.. just made me sighhhhhh.
and didn't get what i hoped for.

so another working day ended.
received a msg from A. it's been a very long time since i watched a movie with him. ^^
dot dot dot . . .
catched the 2100 movie, avatar. was thrilling. wished i could watch it in 3D. huhu~
out of five.. maybe three point five from me.
my leg was wobbly the moment i A pulled me. come on! i've not been seating for more than 2 hrs for a Loonnggg time. and i still could feel the wobble-ness till now. haha
OH. someone saw us over at lot1. and that someone thought it was something.
actually i'm kinda happy he saw that. he wouldn't be disturbing me anymore. aahhhh.

as i'm seated here. one strong smell filled the air. the superman smell. thanks eh A ?
teringat pulak my sec 2 times. O M G . haha
I am so cluless of what to blog.

i thought work is gonna be different. something i could really just be myself.
but being myself just makes me go ARRGGHHHHHH .
i want to run away from all that bt i cant. it's just fate.

someone asked me....
"When you want to have bf leh? Takkn u want single all the way kan?"
I would say.. Let fate decides..
I'm sick and tired of that. i want to enjoy life.
and i thought i was the only one. until my DEAREST told me the exact same thing.
okay i dont know why im even talking about this. darn.

random. i realised that i am beginning to love oreo :D
especially dipping it with milk. yummy.
okay i'm sleepy now. yet this smell is making me wide awake.
Arghh. when boredom strikes, this happens. i am so clueless.
OH btw. i think some people should grow up.
you are already a man yet, thinking like some kiddo. Man, G R O W U P .
That explains all those stupid crazy msgs. i'm sorry to even blog abt him.
but im way more sorry for him. maybe he's just good at photography only.
kesian. hahs.

okay. time's up. working tmr.
will update again soon.
hugs and kisses

Love, IERA.

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Alhamdulillah.

Finally the waiting ended with tears of joy.
I am so relieved everything is over.
Now, another beginning is starting.
I'm happy just knowing that they are all happy.

Wishing you all the best in life, people.

Every successful person goes through the harder path in life.


Love, IERA.

this is it.
tomorrow is THE day.

just one thought of it made me nervous all over, again.
time really flies alright. suddenly all those times i once had before 2010, train in my mind.
all mixed up.
currently can't think of anything to blog about. eventho theres alot to be blogged.
and i realised one thing..
ever since i've been busy, i had been this girl.
and this girl, is me. :)

you may not understand this, but i do.
let it be that way. just, because.

May tomorrow be another nice day.
HUGS AND KISSES.

Love, IERA.

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