8:44 PM Monday, December 14, 2009
finally.i need a break.work has been fine. tiring. smelly (zoo mah) . other than that, it was great i think.people are so friendly there. still, theres a few arrogant ppl whom i think do not know how to smile :D nyahahsanwanw, i've been handling my kiosk alone since last week. imagine from 0830 to 1700 standing, smiling, serving, staring into space and just, boredom. i felt like a fool suddenly. but those boredom goes away slowly as time crwals slowlyy.i like the waiting game :]i wait for the time you pass by each time. and i wait for you to turn. and i wait for you to give a small curve up on your lips. then i smile . hehe. its pure fun. because you make me smile. ~!off days starting tmr. and that means no you. its okay.i just like it when, i smile when you smile. ohnonono. you smile when i smile. no. we smile with each other. yea, sounds better.i would like to talk about my new 'friend'. he's an area cleaner over at the kiosk i working at. i have no idea how we communicate, but we do. he speaks chinese only. whereas i, malay + english. everytime he says something, i just never could understand. we use hand language, pen & paper to draw to communicate. huhu~ it's just cute. but now i seem to understand what he's trying to say.he's cute ^^ NOT the oh-my-gawd-he's-so-cute-and-hot type of guy. the way he is, just cute. haha.we have to communicate somehow cause we see each other so very often. and yes. one day, he asked me what was for lunch by showing the 'tupperware' provided for staff. and i opened to show.and he's reaction was ... i cant describe it. and i ask what's his lunch. by pointing back at him. and he said 'mey yo' hahaha don't know how to spell lah. and i stood silent. i then gave him sweets :D sweet kan me? haha. i just wish i could communicate with him. somehow . haha. okay thats it about him. done :)btw. my mum, dad, and two youngest siblings had gone off to KL since saturday earlyearly morning.that left my sis and brother and me in Spore. sad! why do passports have to die? -___-"and my eyes were teary when i watch them leave with uncle's car. and i cried. it wasn't even 1 hour yet. i then get back in bed and hush hush my emotions. why am i so emotional?anw i miss them now. especially mum :( they'll be back soon, anytime later tonight. im super excited~! bytheway, the 2nd day w/o having mum and th rest at home, made me felt weird, really.From KL, she called home. Sis answered and talk talk abit. followed by brother. just a short convo.whereas me, was shouting in th background like "ibu!! i miss you!! syairah rindu ibu! rindu korangkorang" and etc :) sadly, i didnt got th chance to hear her voice. Me: aku tak dapat bual ngan ibu sehh! korang dua je! hmph!...Me: kau nk tau something tak? semalam bile ibu semua dah pergi, aku kat katil ngah nk sambong tdo, tautau nangis. abeh bantal bushh* basah sikit . [nk tahan ketawa]Kakak: alah kau ni. abeh aku ... Me: eh dah lah. jgn ckp lagi lah. aku nk ternangis nih.Kakak: dah la kau jgn ckp lagi. shh..! [voice changing]Me: shhh~! hahah. dah dah diam... [eyes watering & voice changing]and i realised both my voice and sis's were different. we cried :/i miss ibu badly! real bad. :( Ohyes. probably going zoo tmr :) with gfs, N.A.S and K. just a visit to workplace on our off day. hehe. i haven't inform mum about it. mane tau she got plans already? :D hm. some random stuff. people change. big time. they forget. dont care? i dont know. but it hurts. just, hurts. okay whatever. back to the topic. yes. okay im suppose to call gf N now. well, know me well enough kay cause i dont like talking otf for toooo long :) lazy-ness .and say hello to all the new people in my life :D hello work mates ku! hehe.i'm wondering what should i do for the other two off days after tmr. no plans currently. dead bored. please, no more rotting. thanks. i need to go out soon. but where? -_- in the meantime, i am so looking forward for mum, dad, afah, adan to return home :D yeyy!!i miss them so much already :[ oh. talking about miss. my dearest Singlettes, i miss you babes. my dearest cousin, i miss you darling. and to you my dearest, i miss you. wherever and whoever you are, do remember this :) teehee~!you make me smile.Love, IERA.Labels: spell me.