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11:07 PM Thursday, December 31, 2009
GOODBYE 2009!
all those imperfections would never be perfect.
goodbye. you will be missed.
HELLO 2010!
another new beginning in life.
happy new year.
it will be a happy one, for sure :]
enjoy life people!
i'm going to be busy for quite sometime next year.
and i definitely miss youyouyou so much!
hugsandkisses from me.
Love, IERA.
Labels: anotherbeginning
11:36 PM Thursday, December 24, 2009
Hello people. Off day today ^^ and im tired already.
Supposed to sleep now but decided to just drop by here. hehe~
When out with fam & AIS . to vivo then peninsula then vivo again.
Okay. by right, i should be uploading all the pics & updating. too lazy plus the pics aren't ready yet.
sorry gf, you have to wait a little more. :]
i miss a lot of my friends. close friends especially.
ohyes. i owe him something. will be treating him soon . thanks for that.
i am tired now. working again tmr :D
ohyes, theres just so much to talk abt the happenings over @ workplace.
will catch up on that soon.
Promise to update when i am totally not busy alright.
goodbye & goodnight.
imy, by the way.
Love, IERA.
8:44 PM Monday, December 14, 2009
finally.
i need a break.
work has been fine. tiring. smelly (zoo mah) . other than that, it was great i think.
people are so friendly there. still, theres a few arrogant ppl whom i think do not know how to smile :D nyahahs
anwanw, i've been handling my kiosk alone since last week. imagine from 0830 to 1700 standing, smiling, serving, staring into space and just, boredom.
i felt like a fool suddenly. but those boredom goes away slowly as time crwals slowlyy.
i like the waiting game :]
i wait for the time you pass by each time. and i wait for you to turn. and i wait for you to give a small curve up on your lips. then i smile . hehe. its pure fun. because you make me smile. ~!
off days starting tmr. and that means no you. its okay.
i just like it when, i smile when you smile. ohnonono. you smile when i smile. no. we smile with each other. yea, sounds better.
i would like to talk about my new 'friend'. he's an area cleaner over at the kiosk i working at. i have no idea how we communicate, but we do. he speaks chinese only. whereas i, malay + english. everytime he says something, i just never could understand. we use hand language, pen & paper to draw to communicate. huhu~ it's just cute. but now i seem to understand what he's trying to say.
he's cute ^^ NOT the oh-my-gawd-he's-so-cute-and-hot type of guy. the way he is, just cute. haha.
we have to communicate somehow cause we see each other so very often. and yes. one day, he asked me what was for lunch by showing the 'tupperware' provided for staff. and i opened to show.
and he's reaction was ... i cant describe it. and i ask what's his lunch. by pointing back at him. and he said 'mey yo' hahaha don't know how to spell lah. and i stood silent. i then gave him sweets :D sweet kan me? haha. i just wish i could communicate with him. somehow . haha. okay thats it about him. done :)
btw. my mum, dad, and two youngest siblings had gone off to KL since saturday earlyearly morning.
that left my sis and brother and me in Spore. sad! why do passports have to die? -___-"
and my eyes were teary when i watch them leave with uncle's car. and i cried. it wasn't even 1 hour yet. i then get back in bed and hush hush my emotions. why am i so emotional?
anw i miss them now. especially mum :( they'll be back soon, anytime later tonight. im super excited~!
bytheway, the 2nd day w/o having mum and th rest at home, made me felt weird, really.
From KL, she called home. Sis answered and talk talk abit. followed by brother. just a short convo.
whereas me, was shouting in th background like "ibu!! i miss you!! syairah rindu ibu! rindu korangkorang" and etc :) sadly, i didnt got th chance to hear her voice.
Me: aku tak dapat bual ngan ibu sehh! korang dua je! hmph!
...
Me: kau nk tau something tak? semalam bile ibu semua dah pergi, aku kat katil ngah nk sambong tdo, tautau nangis. abeh bantal bushh* basah sikit . [nk tahan ketawa]
Kakak: alah kau ni. abeh aku ...
Me: eh dah lah. jgn ckp lagi lah. aku nk ternangis nih.
Kakak: dah la kau jgn ckp lagi. shh..! [voice changing]
Me: shhh~! hahah. dah dah diam... [eyes watering & voice changing]
and i realised both my voice and sis's were different. we cried :/
i miss ibu badly! real bad. :(
Ohyes. probably going zoo tmr :) with gfs, N.A.S and K. just a visit to workplace on our off day. hehe. i haven't inform mum about it. mane tau she got plans already? :D hm. some random stuff. people change. big time. they forget. dont care? i dont know. but it hurts. just, hurts. okay whatever. back to the topic. yes. okay im suppose to call gf N now. well, know me well enough kay cause i dont like talking otf for toooo long :) lazy-ness .
and say hello to all the new people in my life :D hello work mates ku! hehe.
i'm wondering what should i do for the other two off days after tmr. no plans currently. dead bored. please, no more rotting. thanks. i need to go out soon. but where? -_-
in the meantime, i am so looking forward for mum, dad, afah, adan to return home :D yeyy!!
i miss them so much already :[
oh. talking about miss. my dearest Singlettes, i miss you babes. my dearest cousin, i miss you darling.
and to you my dearest, i miss you. wherever and whoever you are, do remember this :) teehee~!
you make me smile.
Love, IERA.
Labels: spell me.
8:31 PM Wednesday, December 9, 2009
the movie marathon over @ sis shiqin's place was funfun yesterday :)
i really miss my babes.
so we sat in the living room, munching potato chips with maiyo, was nice.
stayed till aft Spore Idol results. anw, congratulations Sylvia & Sezairi !
While waiting for 2200 to come, three of us sat together, looking through few things.
and those cute pictures of sis shiqin just made me laugh non-stop. ohespecially the patong 'pochh' .youknowiknowweknow :D
then i realised. there's so many things that she kept in her box that brings back lots of memories.
we laughed and joked and really had fun.
just something to treasure .
there's one thing that had been in my mind quite sometime.
and will forever be, till i see it for myself.
it just couldn't go.
how do you feel when you found out that someones likes you?
how do you feel when you know that, that someone, actually draws a face potrait of you?
and then, you are too shy and scared to talk to him.
because you know many other girls like him.
and you thought you don't deserve him.
and you let it go.
people said the potrait was beautiful and looks just like you.
but when you think about it again, you kind of regretted not saying anything earlier.
you wanted to talk to him. you wanted to see it for yourself.
it was just a little too late.
four years past.
and i still couldn't forget about that.
i know he's back at his homeland.
and it's impossible to say hi.
all i ever wanted, is to see the drawing you drew
before we went our seperate ways.
and to say hello to you.
is it still possible?
i don't know.
but i hope so.
because, it's just another part of my live,
and i'd love to treasure it as one of my sweet memories.
till we meet again, M.
there. all i could do is just hope.
one day, hopefully, the time will come.
anw, work's been okay. my arms are okay too :]
i'm just stll nervous about my results.
just so much i've been thinking about lately.
but, why?
Love, IERA
Labels: aku berserah sahaja
8:04 PM Monday, December 7, 2009
Dinner ended few minutes ago.
and i would like to thank my mum. for everything.
Your cooking is simply the best. always the best.
you cooked for us lots of delicious dishes and we always loved it.
from western dishes to traditional dishes. you are just amazing, mum.
You are always there for me. for your daughters and sons.
you are my motivation, my role model.
you understand me, you understand us.
words and actions, never will be able to repay you.
i love you forever.
i love you ibu.
As i sat down eating mum's Sup Tulang, these reflections train through my mind.
and i feel like crying already now.
We've gone through a lot of obstacles and more to come.
My mother has been and always, strong.
I may not understand fully how she felt but I know deep down,
she would be strong for the family.
I remembered one islamic children song in english.
and this phrase will forever be with me.
"Who should I give my love to,
my respect and my honour to?
Who should I think the most of,
after Allah, and rasulullah..
Comes you Mother.
Who next? your Mother.
Who next? you Mother.
And then your Father.."
and tears are flowing down already.
there's just so much to say yet no words could ever describe it.
Syairah sayang Ibu.
Thank you for everything.
Labels: dad, i love you too
6:24 PM
Hello loves.
Off day's today and tomorrow :) *jumps*
I know i've been busy these few days with work.
Pauline gave me the typhoid & flu slip, yesterday.
AND I'm suppose to go for the 2 jabs today, which i did.
Currently, both my arms hurts.
anyways, something happened in the clinic located @ Ang Mo Kio.
This short convo between the doc, me & mum,
just made me & mum burst into laughter moments after we exited the clinic.
huhu~
here goes.
Doc: do you have any allergies to eggs? or anything?
Me: nope.
Doc: are you pregnant?
Me: *eyes widen* nooo. [nearly laughed and looked at mum]
Doc: when was your last period?
Me: err. can't remember when, but it's early last month.
Doc: around what date?
Me: 5th or 7th ? i think.
Doc: So, are you pregnant or not?
Me: surely not.
Doc: *showed me a calender* your period should come around when?
Me: i dont know. anytime these days?
Doc: okay. you are not pregnant right?
Me: no.
there. she repeated the question thrice! omg.
haha. why? my face looked troubled or what?
no offense or whatsoever but c'mon lah.
there may be lots of cases of teenage pregnancy, but i am not one of them. huhu~
Mum mentioned it again later and we laughed.
I just couldn't describe it. funny and just, stup**s :]
and so, after about 10mins, i could already feel the numbness. till now.
ohyes. we proceeded to lot, soon after. had our lunch there.
saw some people which reminds me of school.
and i realised, i miss school.
i missed being in school. i missed those homeworks. i missed going for classes & abouttofallasleep times.
i wondered how my blue and grey sch U felt being stored in the closet for weeks. and whether i still fit?
whenever i woke up in th morning for work, it reminds me of school.
andand i definitely missed catching a glimpse of B from the school gallery during assembly and recess :]
i know there would never be anything like that again.
these four years is ending soon.
and as i sit on th sofa, facing my lappy.
something just got me nervous.
my results.
i thought i've forgotten about it, but just not yet.
i am really nervous. they are in the process of finalising our results.
and the outcome? only God knows.
insya'allah with the patience and endurance i've gone through during my years in secondary school life,
i pray to God that my dreams will be fulfilled. amin.
Love, IERA
Labels: aku berserah sahaja.
9:22 PM Wednesday, December 2, 2009
another new beginning
Today is the first day of work. and i was very early. super early actually. haha
I wast still the new kid in the group. and still blurblur as always =]
assigned in one of th kiosk in the Zoo . wohoo free entrance lah okay :D
My "teacher" tought me a lot of new things. i am nervous. lala~
good thing that she speaks malay but Sabah malay as she's malaysian. We communicate well :)
Time really crawls slowly . Only aft noon that I'm kinda prepared to handle customers. wohoo.
i'm looking forward for friday. hehe
BUT my thighs are in pain. cramp. due to the ~9hours of standing. haha
no complains please okay iera? try not to.
Since tmr not working, i'm really gonna make full use of it by resting, rest, rehat, chill-ex, and what else yea? =]
Not much to talk abt today.
andand i miss my girlfriends already. why the outing macam sunyi jer babes?
makin susah lah nk keluar ngn korangkorang :(
plus, korang nya SINGLE ALL THE WAY shirts are still with me . how ya?
please callingcalling okay darlas ku .
update again when im free snd not tired.
i need to rest now. headache. thigh cramps. tired. sleepy. etc. -___-"
please let me know
goodbye people
Love, IERA
Labels: keep trying
8:54 PM Tuesday, December 1, 2009
Booo! hehe.
I am just happy and tired.
I went for the walk-in position at Spore Zoo & Jurong Bird Park yesterday with Z .
The headaches & sleepiness was UNBEARABLE. danngg.
so, later aft that went JP with mom * sibs.
and to my surprise, the assistant manager at Spore Zoo cheers called at 4pm+ , on the same day!
said that i have to attend OJA (On Job Assesment) the next day [today] at 11am. huhu~
I said YES! c'mon lah. have been applying for jobs but no calls :(
So today! Reaced there 10mins early than reporting time (1030) . cause 1st impression last ;)
and i was told to put in this cute uniform :P it was a little big for my size as there's no more stocnk for smaller ones. haha. they say i looked cute [just because i look small in th uniform? idk. haha]
I was so damn nervous lah for my 1st ever OJA. with strangers (now friends) around me.
Thought a few these and thats..... blablabla.. have to do what i do best, SMILE and GREET. haha
all in all, at 3 when my OJA ends.. i could already feel the pain in my legs. "__" no complain please.
blablabla... AM said i passed the OJA = 90% out of 100%. and i was TOTALLY shocked. Really.
i thought i didn.t made it pass 50% but... yeahh... haha..
ALOT of infos and new stuff required for me to understand & do & blabla..
Just a totally new experience.
1st day starts tomorrow. Punch in at 8 -__-" wish me luck people.
cause this is the job for the 6months. Zoozoozoooo. haha
I'm excited, yet, scared. haish.
It's time to be independent , girl. :D
Will be very busy after today. Will update on my off day. haha
anw the trip to wildwildwet was awesome!!!!! thanks to my waterproof camera, I could finally snap lotsa pics in th pool. heh
alright already. early morning tmr. Good night.
Love, IERA.